whats wrong?
boy.. i dnt know how to answer that question..
Most wont probably know about half these things.. i usually kept quiet about half of them months ago..
Well, my dad has abandoned me, my mum has an alcohol problem, shes abused me, aswell as my dad, ive got so many problems at the moment, depression, selfharm, eating disorder, anxiety, educational special needs (whatever?), im suicidal beyond the line now, PTSD, OCD, *screams*, i dont know, ive almost been raped, i feel worthless, ive got no one, i do nothing all day, im isolated, i dont do anything apart from sleep, but since ive got a cold, thats probably the only thing i can do, i just, feel like trash, im on the child protections register, they said if i try to take my life again, and if im alive afterwards, ill be put into care!
Urgh,my mum is getting help, she only ever abused me emotionally, my dad on the other hand has done it emotionally, physically and mentally. He just.. he doesnt want me, he told me he wants nothing to do with me, AT ALL, he broke me, hes broke me several times before aswell, i cant say everything about him because id be here forever typing it and you're probably bored out of your wits already reading this..
I just.. need to die.. and i need to die NOW, not later, NOW.
Hey;
1. The future for me is hopeless.
2. I dont even know if ill be alive naturally to see it.
3. Music?
4. You should take your own advise, but i dont deserve replies to be frank.