i loove you nicolle ]and always will,as long as you live i can't fucking deal with all the pain and miser that goes wilth this thing caied lif i'm done' what the fuck s th4e fuckng poointwhen all i fo is etdrunk'\\ i idh i had been able to do better fo you you've shoen me that pp care. you've shwn me love. which is more than i coud hve eveer asked or/.you hfve given me the best thinh i could ever receive\ if i could ask for any thin gin this world. it would be to be shown love one last time this is all i needed, fir someone to show me love'; 'i'm so sorry it had to be you. i love you more than anythin inthios fucjedf up woyld\ i just wiosh i couldhave done better for you.