im done with all this. im sick of everything. my parents, going to school every single day when i didnt even want to go in the first place, not being able to choose what fucking classes i take because mommy dearest has to approve them. im tired of trying to care about people who end up just getting pissed at me for it. why do i bother anymore? why the fuck do i ever get the idea that anyone wants me to care? i doesnt mean anything to anyone. no one really cares that im alive anyway, not even me.