I give up

[bluedays]

I think about killing myself every single morning when I wake up. It flashes through my head during the day as almost a relief from the constant stress.

My financial worries are beyond tolerable. I'm caring for my mom and I am disabled and I don't know how I will even keep a roof over our head. The developers and bulldozers are coming and we have to move. I can't take care of my kitties anymore, and they are family.

The bills are piling up. The weight is piling on because of the stress and I hate myself I hate my fat. My poor husband deserves better than all of this.

We're going downhill so fast and I just don't want to live anymore. There is no place here on earth for me.

I am SO SAD and scared. Please help me.

 

[pit]

I, too, think about killing myself every morning. I have no job and no family. Although I am in school working on a new career, I have no immediate income, only savings. My condo fees and property taxes keep going up and up. I need a job right now to pay my bills before I graduate into my new career. I may face having to sell my condo soon, because I keep losing money. It's too much for me. I feel overwhelmed by it all.

If I become homeless, I won't blame myself. I did the best I could. If it's anyone's fault, it's the fucking government and the politicians.

 

[MrBill]

I certainly agree with you about the government and politicians. The current administration has been strictly government of/by/and for the rich and big business. Those of us in the middle class and below are taking a huge hit.

Good luck with your situation. Hope things work out okay. Keep us updated!

:thumbup:

 

[pisces-music-girl]

As I'm still a teenager, I have no idea how I would go about advising you in your financial troubles. Maybe talk to your bank or a lawyer or something and maybe they'll have an idea.

Your husband promised to stay with you, for better or for worse. You guys can pull through this, it's just very tough right now.

Hold on, honey. :hug: