I think about killing myself every single morning when I wake up. It flashes through my head during the day as almost a relief from the constant stress. My financial worries are beyond tolerable. I'm caring for my mom and I am disabled and I don't know how I will even keep a roof over our head. The developers and bulldozers are coming and we have to move. I can't take care of my kitties anymore, and they are family. The bills are piling up. The weight is piling on because of the stress and I hate myself I hate my fat. My poor husband deserves better than all of this. We're going downhill so fast and I just don't want to live anymore. There is no place here on earth for me. I am SO SAD and scared. Please help me.