I give up

[Mandy1]

I cant go on anymore i truly give up,i dont swear but FUCK IT,im out of here.

 

[Sadeyes]

Amanda...what has happened to get you to this point? Please PM me if I can be there for you...big hugs, J

 

[Mandy1]

i just give up,theres nothing to live for anymore,i cant explain,

 

[Mandy1]

sorry,im feeling sorry for myself ignore this please.

 

[Mandy1]

i want to give up,whats the point,now ive thought seriously its the right thing to do,who cares anyway,lifes shit and i no what im doing.

 

[Epical Taylz]

:hug: I care.
What made you get to this point amanda?
Please talk to me.

 

[Hurted]

What did trigger you?:hug:

IN case that you don't want to talk, take this: :hug:

Stay safe.

 

[Mandy1]

im so down i cant cope anymore lifes not worth going on,theres nothing,no future no nothing,i cant do it no more,i just want it to end,i dont no whats wrong with me anymore just this darkness.

 

[Epical Taylz]

Please try doing something to get better.

Watch television? Write about how youre feeling? Draw? Maybe break something that you don't need anymore or rip paper.

That helps me when I'm down.

I hope it helps you :hug:

 

[Mandy1]

im sorry i cant do this no more.

 

[soliloquise]

youve helped others lots on the forum... you have worth and can affect others for the better.. most people are selfish and don't bother with others .. this forum mostly has people who are not like that and you are one.. that is something to live for xx

 

[Epical Taylz]

Please don't give up amanda :hug:
You will get through this.

 

[Mandy1]

I dont want to go on i cant do it anymore,i dont no whats wrong with me,i just want to take these pills and get it over with,im useless no good to anyone.

 

[Epical Taylz]

OH NO!
Please don't do that hun. :hug:
Please talk and rant all you want.
I'm here to help you.

 

[Hurted]

Do you still visit therapist?

I bet there is still something that can help you cope.:hug:

 

[Mandy1]

no hurted,even cutting wont help now,i want to do this ive cried for hours today and i think this is my only answer,im totally screwed up,my life has been a waste and theres nothing i can do yo make a diference.I hurt so much inside i just want this to end.Too many years ive felt like this and i dont want anymore.

 

[Epical Taylz]

:hug:
To be honest, I think you need a good long rant
Or to scream or have a good long cry.

That helps me sometimes.

 

[Hurted]

no hurted,even cutting wont help now,i want to do this ive cried for hours today and i think this is my only answer,im totally screwed up,my life has been a waste and theres nothing i can do yo make a diference.I hurt so much inside i just want this to end.Too many years ive felt like this and i dont want anymore.

Please wait few days.... I can believe that you feel awful now, but one day it will be better....

Please try to do something.... call someone:hug:

 

[Mandy1]

thanx for caring taylor,ive cried all day and now im worn out all i can think of is ending it right now.I keep telling myself im feeling sorry for myself,but im not,my life has been a mess and its not going to get better,i have no option but to go through with this,i cant see any point in going through with living anymore,the sadness and hurt i carry inside is eating away at me,no therapist or doctor can take that away,no one can and i cant live with it anymore.

 

[Epical Taylz]

Your Welcome :hug:
Maybe you need some sleep Amanda.
Have you tried that yet?