Seriously im too tired to keep trying. Ive completely given up. My life is empty. I have nothing at all. I really need to die, I have valid reasons. Some one please kill me. Im such a idiot, I shouldnt have passed the eighth grade. I have no reasons to live. I have many reasons to die. Every day I feel so bad. I need to end my life as soon as I can. The last thing keeping me alive is my computer, and its so old and it barely works. I cant buy a new one, no one will even help me. Just to help me get throu the day. Im such a loser, I have no future. Isnt that good enough reason to die? This is a pro life site, so that means you think I should live no matter what? The meds arent working. Id pay any thing to feel better right now. Im going to lie down in front of a bus tire. ...yeah right Im too much of a coward... When I go sleep tonight I know tommorow will be just as bad.