I Give

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by 41021, Mar 6, 2010.

  1. 41021

    41021 Banned Member

    I've lost all composure.
    and for this night, i've lost my grip as well.

    perhaps tomorrow i'll be okay again, but for tonight i am opting out of the pain.

    I give. I cop out. Call me a weakling.
    i don't know if it is safe or not and frankly at this moment in time i do not care.
    i am numbing out and i deserve it.
  2. 41021

    41021 Banned Member

    a bit of clarity returns.
    by no means numb yet, but at least i am
    somewhat calm(er)
    i think i know what i need to do.
  3. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    :hug: Here if you need anything.
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    You need to talk you need to post you need to reach out to your friends okay We all understand and care take care of you okay do something that make you happy Sun is out go for a nice walk enjoy the warmth nature we care
  5. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    please don't shut us out, hon :sad:

    baby steps, ok?

    please give us a clue so that we can ALL help you through this

    PM if you can

    i'll even try chat again if it will help you

    everyone wants you to get through this so please, lean on us ok

  6. 41021

    41021 Banned Member

    it's ok. really.

    i couldn't cope anymore last night.
    i was in dire need of an escape.
    i found a way to make things kind of bearable. wasn't sure how safe it was.
    likely not a healthy choice, but it worked and i guess it's safe because here i sit.