I think I've lostt everyone around me due to being the way I am and I really hate hurting people and given them reason to let me push them away. I go from what I'm feeling now ... Tired angry alone unloved
I kinda feel like no one would even notice if I were gone . I feel like its getting harder n harder as dayz go on with less n less reasons to keep fighting.
I go from feeling so so so so shit to the point for a day people think I'm nornal again , like a show I've put on to make me happy when I know I'm shit that the world watches n believes isn't make believe .
I've tried talking to doctors n they making it worse not better , I feel they messing me around. I feel like the whole world is telling me to get lost . I don't know what to so , I don't know how to feel , I don't know what's real n not . I don't know who I am or what I want ne more
I kinda feel like no one would even notice if I were gone . I feel like its getting harder n harder as dayz go on with less n less reasons to keep fighting.
I go from feeling so so so so shit to the point for a day people think I'm nornal again , like a show I've put on to make me happy when I know I'm shit that the world watches n believes isn't make believe .
I've tried talking to doctors n they making it worse not better , I feel they messing me around. I feel like the whole world is telling me to get lost . I don't know what to so , I don't know how to feel , I don't know what's real n not . I don't know who I am or what I want ne more