I got drunk last night.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by john dough, Nov 11, 2009.

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  1. john dough

    john dough Member

    I was feeling bad last night. I couldn't stop the tears.
    So I went to the liquor store, for a little bottle of cheer.
    I drink my whiskey on the rocks with a Diet Coke back.
    The first dirink was the toughest, but the second, got me on track.
    The third shot, I could feel some relaese.
    The forth and fifth, gave me a sense peace.
    The tears stopped falling, so I decided to go to the bar.
    With a little liquid courage, I felt like a superstar.
    The sixth and seventh shot helped me forget.
    The eighth, ninth and tenth, well.. now I regret.
    I woke up with my bottle of pills by my bed.
    I could have ended it all, like a gun to my head.
    Tonight here I am again, I can't stop sobbing,
    My heart is still broken, and now my head is throbbing
    I blacked out, I don't remember much.
    Thats what I get for using whiskey as a crutch.

    John Dough
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    :hug: Sorry you're feeling so bad. I think we've all made the mistake of using alcohol to try and make ourselves feel better, and it usually ends up making us feel worse. Hope you're okay.
  3. soloboy

    soloboy Member

    whisky and vodka have saved me more than any person could....so far
    good poem though whether you wrote it yourself or copied and pasted it was good....might use thata s my note
  4. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    I tried to get drunk today and just fell asleep..I think I will try again tomorrow.. I know it doesn't solve anything, I'm just tired of feeling this way..So cheers.. I hope you don't continue to use it as a crutch.. Normally I don't drink..
  5. SadPandaBear

    SadPandaBear Well-Known Member

  6. Scully

    Scully Well-Known Member

    I completely relate to you. You should go on talking, about how you feel then, and before, and after if you can't hold it to happen. You do what you can. It's hard to cope. What leads you to that "state"? Talk to us about your emotions, thoughts. It'll give you hint to what you can "work" on". :cheekkiss
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