I guess I am a Survivor

Discussion in 'After Effects' started by 11scared, Jan 16, 2013.

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  1. 11scared

    11scared Member

    I made a couple of attempts during high school, Mostly while drunk. I never really quit hitting the bottle and the suicide urges return quite frequently. Last month I was hospitalized after another attempt. My attitude was Damn It! I can't even do that right. Ever since my meds were adjusted and I am still no better off. Doe the failed attempt ever cause you to try harder. Survivor was not what I wanted. Now the new plans are swirling through my head. Survival is not my option. Perhaps it is someone else's.
     
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I am glad you survived. (I mean that genuinely ). The way I look at it is-if you survived then you are here for a reason :) That's my belief anyway. Of course everyone has their own beliefs and opinions. But whatever you do, don't see yourself as a failure. Because you are not.
     
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