For all of my life, my mom "K." has always made me feel like I was not good enough for her. I would work hard, study hard, be nice to people, you name it, but I was never good enough for her. She always has to find something to complain about, she is now accussing me of taking some drugs, which I have not taken, and I used to drink (but I quit drinking last year) out of curiosity as to why she is always drinking, and I can't figure out why she or many other people like to drink! It's disgusting and it makes you a stupid bitter person! I keep a journal tracking the days that she drinks and the number of drinks that she has on a day, I list these two things in the journal which I have hidden in a private place. I do this since she won't talk to me or anyone about her drinking, she refuses to admit that she has a problem, she will tell you off and swear at you if you bring up sny concern about her behaviour. Anyway, I cannot do drugs or drink because I am eplieptic, and I refuse to do either anyway since I have seen people who do drugs or drink become assholes and from what I have seen, nothing good comes from drinking or doing drugs. I alaso don't smoke since I'm allergic to the fumes. So does anyone else have any similar experiences to mine when it comes to a friend who drink or does drugs? Is anyone else treated like shit when another person drinks?