Here I am.. Im sorry for wasting everyones time.. But this week has been really bad.. I've been under alot of stress.. The girl I love with all my heart all of a sudden seems to really be mad at me.. She ignores me and says idc and stuff.. Im really sorry for wasting your guys time.. But it's like.. I feel like what should I exsist? All I do is create problems.. I feel like I'm really the mistake.. I'm the one who dosent even deserve to live.. I rarley cry but I'm crying now.. It hurts so badly.. I just dont know what to do..