I guess this is goodbye

(This post doesn't mean that I'm about to do anything to myself!!!)

I don't have the energy for anything on here any more. Yesterday I got some really distressing news that's forced me backwards a huge amount so when I log off from here I won't be coming back at all. I know if I come back on here then I'm going to end up doing something to myself, also my psych knows and she told me not to visit here any more because it's too triggering now.

I wish with all my heart that I'd died the day Dylan-kitty saved my life.

I hope you all find the strength inside you to recover, I know if I stay here it'll hinder my recovery too much.

Take care. Lifeisagift knows how to contact me if anyone does need to get in touch.

 

Hugs to you hun you need to do what is best for YOU hun ok so if therapist thinks that coming here is too triggering then perhaps time away will help you heal. My therapist tells me to be care too hun to take breaks away when i am feeling so low. Hope you find the support you need hun in rl hugs to you

 

Glad you decided what was best for you and all the best in the future

 

Take care.

 

Best of luck, wherever you may be =)