well , for the ones who have read my theads finally i got some psicologycal help, i wanted so bad to go to my ex therapist but she said she was too far and she was also busy so she recomended me a friend of hers. Virginia (my ex therapist) was young so i thought her friend would be young as well , and today i went to my first session with her and it really sucked!! she was an old woman who thought she knew everything and she said (or thats what i understood) it was normal and it was just a phase, she really doesnt know how i feel inside and after finishing that session of hell i told my mom that woman was boring and thought she knew all, my mom told me i was there for help not for fun but now instead of getting help im gonna live a hell every monday. i dont want this to happen, i have a sore throaght and im crying so much my eyes are already swollen, i want more than ever to kill myself rite now, but i dont want to let my parents down. please help me. what would you do?? thank you.