...but I kept erasing whatever I wrote. ..it's mostly posted in the "relationship" forum..but it's triggered me beyond belief. I was okay for most of the week, but now I'm not. The millions of questions that were cycling through my head have reached a boiling point. I hate her. I try and hate him. But most of all, I hate myself. Some idiot I was talking to online told me to "drop the baggage". Yeah, nice idea in theory, but I've been through a lot of crap...and it hasn't been that long. I feel like the shell that the baggage has given me is my only protection. At what point do you become too messed up?