I like how everyone around you ignores you as if you're a plague. Or looks at you as if you're a leper. I like how even when I ask what I did wrong, they still refuse to say what, and treat me as an outcast.... oh wait, I'm already one. :dry: I like how I'm willing to forgive others, but the others won't forgive me when I ask for it. I like how they tell me that I need to speak up more often, but when I do, no one acknowledges them. Or maybe even tear down what I say and throw it back to me. Oh, and I LOVE especially how I was BETRAYED by a friend I looked up to the most, and all of the sudden I was shunned out, ignored, as if our years hanging out was meaningless. =( So what's the point? A good chunk of my friends on SF are gone. I'm such a nobody, who can't do a single thing right. It will be one less person on the world the people have to look after if I go. I think that sounds VERY good to do right now.