I used to take sertraline, but after those stopped working the doctor switched me to lexapro. unfortunately, this was only 2 days ago and they haven't kicked in yet. I have crappy and i got depressed REALLY badly today because i realized that not a single one of my creative suggestions at work have ever been considered much less implemented in the 2 years i've been there. i started feeling worse and worse and i suddenly wanted to cry for no reason, so i went to the bathroom to sob. I haven't slept well or at all in the past week so today when I got home i took a nap but it wasn't restful at all because my mind wouldn't stop at all. it just kept racing and racing. I also haven't eaten anything since yesterday at noon and i've been eating less often. everything has been grating at me like sandpaper on my skin. my neighbor wants me to help him with his phone bill tomorrow since he doesn't speak english and i'm just tired of always doing things for everyone else around me but no one can ever seem to help me the few times i need it.