A few months ago, I got back with somoene I have not seen in a very long time. She had to flee town due to an abusive father..well it has been 13 years, and I bump into her on myspace..her best friend found me then I found her on her list. I am invited to dinner with her and a few others, her one condition was that her daughter had to approve of me, which she did... Me and Jan were doing good...there was once I did raise my voice to her, but I did apologize to her ( I get annoyed by hearing the same question over and over when I already answer it) and things went on as far as I knew we was doing good, til our last date..she looked real out there..thinking..and when she is in that state she will not talk to me..but she was talking to her friend..all I knew to do was rub her back to try to comfort her..then we all stopped at Circuit City..my ex and her friend ran off..girl talking time....then MY exgf's friend came to me and told me that I was not the one for her pretty much..she put it differently... I wanted to walk off from everyone..cause I did not want them to see me vent..and I would of if not for how hot it was outside...but after that day she sent me a letter in myspace and beat around the bush..it was like she threw me away like trash, saying it was for the best for her to do it this way (dump me) said it woudl be easier on both of us..I was confused as hell!! I keep wonder why, just like I am now..her I am over now..just right now going through some trust issues with women...but it did not end there!! I was writing blogs..venting..and I'll admit it was my fault for not keeping them private...but at the time I did not care, I wanted ppl I know to know how I was feeling, cause with my seizures I am not able to drive..so not able to see anyone I know as much as I'd like to or get out as much as I would liek to. BUT I wrote these blogs..well I forgot My exgf's best friend is on my friends list..well she was saying all this bullshit about me..saying I put her in a position to choose between me or her kids..and if that was so, why did my ex not say anything about this? I mean we had only been going out for nearly a month..I was just having fun getting to know each other again, but I talked to Jan before all this..I asked if I did anything wrong..she said no, and I asked this multiple time..but her best friend I think had something against me..you see behind my back she was calling me a psycho, I'll admit I have depression and anxiety problems, but I know I am not crazy... Its funny you think someone is your friend and they just backstab you with slander, but thankfully I am mostly over all this, right now if I could just get over this trust issue I would be doing alot better.