i hate feelings so bloody fucking awful

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by swimmergirl, Mar 14, 2010.

  1. swimmergirl

    swimmergirl Well-Known Member

    i hate it i hate it i hate it.

    i hate wasting HOURS thinking about getting the courage to kill myself

    i hate then feeling guilty

    i hate feeling alone and helpless

    i hate feeling like a needy child who just wants to be loved

    i hate all the tears

    I hate me.

    I hate every grueling minute of the day and the endurance test it has become

    I hate that suicide is not easy

    I hate that life is so hard.
     
  2. BlackWidow

    BlackWidow Member

    *hugs*
    sorry if you don't like hugs...
    you remind me of myself -.-

    do you have someone who gives you emotional support?
    I always feel better venting my feelings to people, they're usually people I know online only.

    I don't know what exactly is the issue in your life, but I do hope that you learn to realize that you're much more than you already think of yourself...

    I know I'm not much help, I can relate to you a bit...
    take care
     
  3. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    i'm sorry, hon

    still looking for that magic wand for us

    :hug: