And I'm sick of everyone trying to make me eat. My Mom is the worst for it... I know she loves me, but I wish she'd stop trying to get me to shove food down my throat. I don't want to gain weight, I need to lose some as it is. I'm 17 years old, 5"5, and 105 pounds. I look down at myself and I always think I look fat (I'll provide pictures for other people to judge if you want). I'm just tired of people telling what I should and shouldn't put into my body. On the occasions I do eat, I feel terrible and guilty afterwards. I don't really know what I'm asking here, but I suppose I just want to know if anyone else is in a similar situation and feels the way I do.