So it's Thanksgiving here in Canada and once again I went home to the family dinner. I hate going home. Especially this time since my mom is moving and as of Nov. 1 I have no where to go home to once I'm done here at school. SO I go home and I get nothing but feelings of anger and disappointment directed at me. Yelled at because I sound like all I do here is party and screw around. Well the little fun I do have is the only thing that keeps me from ending it. Then there's the updates on everyone's lives and I get to hear how they got a new car, new home, are getting married, are now dating for this long, blah blah blah. All while literally watching everyone other than me with a significant other. And what's new in my life, absolutely nothing. Well other than the girl I'm thinking about has a new name but they don't need to know that. And the real fun part of it all was when I told my cousin that "I had found a mythical creature" (was referring to someone that could actually drink as much as me) and he responds with "what's her name?". Real uplifting when people think that a girl that would date you is a mythical creature as in does not actually exist. I really needed that appointment on friday and now I have to wait another month. I am going to snap and it's not going to be pretty.