..Its like they dont take me seriously because I fell into depression because my partner left me. They have this attitude about them that even though they might not all say it out loud (some do though) but you can tell that theyre thinkin "this is just a little heartache, everyone goes through it and in a few months you will laugh about this". Like Im some little child. I know being in my mid twenties I am still young but those who know me seem to forget and those who dont just have no idea that I had to grow up way before a young person should and seen and learned a lot more than other people my age. I dont want to come across like I think of myself as oh so mature and wise and I certainly dont want anyone to feel sorry for me, I just dont wanna feel like no one takes me or my problems seriously. I have always been a fighter but I cant fight anymore, I havent got the energy anymore and most importantly, I havent got the will to fight anymore. I fought so hard to save my relationship, I fought so hard to be a good parent to the children just to have it all taken away in a moment, in a mood, a change of mind. I dont know what to do, Im panickin and I struggle to breathe. I am glad people here have all been understanding and supportive, I really am. Yet its like nothing means a thing to me anymore I just want my family back.