I have a mom who hates the way my body looks. She constantly yells at me about it, and I hate it. I can't find the strength to lose weight because I look to food for comfort. But whenever I gain weight, she'll find some way to yell at me again. It hurts. I don't know what to do. I don't have any frineds that will relate to me. And right now, I just relaly want to kill myself. It's horrible the way she screams at me. I have all this pressure from my dance teacher and my mom. I know i'm supposed to be skinny. I really want to lose weight. I want to make this all stop. But I find it hard to give up the one thing that offers me comfort. I effed up my life and I just need a supporting hand. I'm hoping that this site will allow me to keep holding on. Please, please help me. I just wnat all of this to end. But its so hard to not eat when you're in so much emotional pain. I have no confidence. I have no hope in life. The only hope i find in life are my grades. But i can't concentrate on them when she's yelling at me. Does anybody have some other form of comfort thats not in the form of food? please. help. please don't say anything negative about me. you might think that i'm extremely weak or to dramatic.. but you don't have to hear her screams.