i hate my country and want to die

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by DrowningInTears, Sep 3, 2008.

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  1. DrowningInTears

    DrowningInTears Well-Known Member

    in my country people can be thrown in prison for thought crimes. i cant live with this disgust and despair. the atrocities and tyranny. it makes me sick because they claim to be for freedom, but they are sick twisted bastards who commit all kinds of atrocities.

    I should commit seppuku in protest of this. take a video of myself giving an indictment and then preforming seppuku. i want it posted on the internet for everyone to see. how can i stop internet censorship of such a video? i need it to be spread all over teh internets
     
  2. ToHelp

    ToHelp Well-Known Member

    Tears, what is the country then? Japan?

    Please don't tell me you serious think an individual act of ripping your fucking guts out, however sensational around the Internet, will change anything.

    I mean, if you want to die then shit don't to it for some kind of deluded political martyrdom.

    Beyond that, I don't want know what to tell ya, except that your seppuku will only make for *entertainment* for people who get off on gore.

    In other words, you might get on the Internet, but I'll bet you my bank account that you'll also wind on a Faces of Death DVD.

    Trust me, taping a shocking scene will prove more entertainment than any amount of martyrdom or other statement.

    John
     
  3. DrowningInTears

    DrowningInTears Well-Known Member

    country is USA

    and if it entertains people, great. i want to generate lots of lulz as well.

    maybe i should do it in public. gee i just wish i had the guts to pull something like that off.
     
  4. Atheist Demon

    Atheist Demon Account Closed

    DUDE NOT COOL!!!

    Seriously I don't know if you are being sarcastic or what. But no for many reasons:

    1. You could cast caopycat suicides.
    2. Out of this forum...NO ONE CARES if you kill yourself (SAD BUT TRUE) ppl are too concern with life and think it is some emo bullcrap.
     
  5. jonstark

    jonstark Well-Known Member

    Move to Canada?
     
  6. ToHelp

    ToHelp Well-Known Member

    Ah, ok. I think I'm onto you now. :smile:

    "gee i just wish i had the guts to pull something like that off."

    Well, you the have guts... LOL

    Atheist Demon has the closest best answer.....

    That's bullshit. Define the term and give examples.

    If you're serious and not just bored, we can talk.

    John
     
  7. wastedmylife

    wastedmylife Well-Known Member

    I hate the USA to, I was hoping to move to a more socialist country like Canada or maybe some place in europe but thanks to some injuries and health problems I am most likely stuck here
     
  8. HappyAZaClaM

    HappyAZaClaM Guest

    have you been commiting WRONGTHINK again? naughty person :)

    ah well, not to worry. when they come to drag you outa yer house in
    the middle of the night, just say.."Do it to Julia!!!"

    it's sort of a code thing. the thought police will leave ya be after
    that.

    no worries!!
     
  9. HappyAZaClaM

    HappyAZaClaM Guest

    >>>Well, you the have guts<<<

    LMAO!! indeed, and there's good reason why they're supposed to stay
    on the INSIDE. yikes!! what a thing to think about.
     
  10. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    Well, Barrack Obama might become president in november and things might change for the better in the USA. Though I love living in Canada. :)
     
  11. wastedmylife

    wastedmylife Well-Known Member

    .....
     
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  12. DrowningInTears

    DrowningInTears Well-Known Member

    Thought Crime: To express or depict an idea that is deemed 'deviant' or 'dangerous to society'. The medium can be speech, posting on internet, artwork, literature, but if it expresses or depicts a deviant/dangerous idea it can be deemed a thoughtcrime

    I don't want to go into the details cause its not safe to.

    and canada has thought crimes too, in fact its worse than the US
     
  13. Xian

    Xian Well-Known Member

    usa is full of individualist pigs who dont give a fuck about the rest of the world. our hyper culture isolates us and no one is happy but everyone pretends to be.
     
  14. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni

    yes I think the USA and the world is looking more and more like 1984.
    i think the most important thing though is to work on yourself. be the change you wish to see in the world. i think that's what ghandi said

    you're not alone :hug:
     
  15. ToHelp

    ToHelp Well-Known Member

    I love living in North America, Obama or no. :smile:

    Am happy here--Virginia. Wouldn't trade it for the world. Every country has some kind of fucked up flaw to it but we remain the #1 superpower on the planet and no one dare try to tread on us.

    Al-Qaeda, Al-Schmaeda. All they can do at best is hit and run, hit and run and even those puny efforts are years and years few and far between.

    True, we up fucked as only a Bush/Cheney administration can do by taking out bin Laden's sworn enemy, invading a sovereign nation and destroying Iraq. Granted.

    But I'll tell you one goddamned thing--we fought through and won two major world wars againsted some incredidbly hefty odds. We have earned our place. I'll remind you of another seldom appreciated note: NO foreign power in its right mind will try to "invade" us. But we have reached out and protected OTHER democratizing nations. France. Kuwait. Panama.

    Our healthcare system is undeniably.... sick. Hehe. But brother you got people literally dying everyday to cross our borders and get across into the U.S.

    Why is that?

    I don't see very people fleeing the U.S. for their lives.

    "Ahh, but you have blood on your hands." My man, read up on history. You find the every successful empire or nation has acquired such status by conquering. No nation is innocent, sorry to break it to you. But many are defeated, in turmoil, or fighting to be indepedent.

    We stand victorious and free in more ways than people who haven't been around realize.

    John
     
  16. ToHelp

    ToHelp Well-Known Member

    Good God man, would you have total unfettered freedom? Where does that end, Tears? Huh?

    Child porn? Bomb-making? Anti-U.S. sentiment with communication planning?

    Free access to drugs? Pot is one thing, I'll grant you, but do you want the open sale crystal methamphetamine and heroin? How about easy OxyContin, you want that?

    "I don't want to go into the details cause its not safe to."

    Well *I* just listed a slew. LOL I don't expect to have my door busted in early tomorrow moring.

    C'mon man if you cannot do likewise you're wasting everyone's time; it's empty allegation.

    John
     
  17. HappyAZaClaM

    HappyAZaClaM Guest

    Originally Posted by DrowningInTears :

    >>>Thought Crime: To express or depict an idea that is deemed 'deviant' or 'dangerous to society'. The medium can be speech, posting on internet, artwork, literature, but if it expresses or depicts a deviant/dangerous idea it can be deemed a thoughtcrime
    I don't want to go into the details cause its not safe to.
    and canada has thought crimes too, in fact its worse than the US <<<



    well, first of all, does your response mean that you are accepting tears's definition of
    "thoughtcrime" as accurate? or even well written? not to mention as yet not clearly
    understood in a universal sense? aside from orwells book, where is there anything
    mentioned about thoughtcrime as an actual tangible concept? even Prez Bush has not
    yet alluded to 'thought' crime, or WRONGTHINK, to be more respectful of orwells
    allegory and visualizations :)

    wrongSPEAK is certainly something to be taken seriously, as in, it would behoove
    one to not commit said wrongSPEAK in the wrong place at the wrong time.

    I actually don't know what drowningintears is on about, or yourself, whilst we iz
    at it :)

    observe with regard...

    >>>Good God man, would you have total unfettered freedom? Where does that end, Tears?<<<

    well, no restrictions of any type or any time whatsoever under any circumstances, cross my heart and
    yada yada yada...that sounds like anarchy. which, would not work in such a huge population
    explosion such as the one that is our world. anyhoo , anarchy was not mentioned as either an option
    or a desirable state of being. not by tears anyway...

    at this point, both of ya's have lost me, pretty much as in "huh?"
    (what the hell they talkin about??...I'm plumb cornfused!!)

    >>>Child porn? Bomb-making? Anti-U.S. sentiment with communication planning?<<<

    what???

    >>>Free access to drugs?<<<

    why not? I don't think that is what tears is talking about
    but since I don't have a clue what he IS talking about, I likely have stepped in it up to
    me ghoolies, as it were.

    why not free access to drugs? do you mean free access? or FREE as in no profit incentive?
    I KNOW why not, and I AINT gonna talk about it.

    aint got nuthin to do with being morally upstanding or not leaving any children behind
    or any other such apple pie and john wayne gobbledygook. moving right along......


    >>>Pot is one thing<<<

    it is that, one thing. illegal as hell in most states. or my state anyway. ya kin get
    10 years in front of the firing squad for half a joint, should it please the court.
    In Arizona, pot is just as illegal, not more, not less than any of the bath tub
    rat poisons that people seem to enjoy. if you want to get into the "war on drugs"
    or possibly validate the de-criminalization of marijuana, that really is a different
    topic of discussion than this one.

    >>>but do you want the open sale crystal methamphetamine and heroin?<<<

    it IS sold openly. it's just 'technically' agin the law, unless you're a major celebrity of
    one inane variety or another :)

    sorry, but tis true, tis true...

    >>> How about easy OxyContin, you want that?<<<

    that the acne stuff? I always got bad side effects from that. made me wanna protest the
    war in vietnam and whatnot. powerful stuff.

    "I don't want to go into the details cause its not safe to."

    >>>Well *I* just listed a slew. LOL I don't expect to have my door busted in early tomorrow morning<<

    like I said, I dunno what tears is on about either.

    >>>C'mon man if you cannot do likewise you're wasting everyone's time; it's empty allegation<<<

    meaning? ....what? you mentioned Child porn, Bomb-making, and Anti-U.S. sentiment with communication
    planning all in the same breath. I had to do a couple double takes and still have failed to see
    which left field all that stuff came out of, and how they are linked in any way.
     
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  18. DrowningInTears

    DrowningInTears Well-Known Member

    An awesome website that gives people a voice and stands for great freedom, is constantly harassed and pushed around by the government. Why these atrocities against freedom? There is NO freedom if they can tell u wat u a person can or cant say, what an artist can or cant draw, what a critic can or cant criticize, attacking 'violent videogames' and 'malicious music' and dumb crap like that they want to censor those. censorship is a crime against humanity, why do we have these war criminals running our country?., as long as ur not hurtin nobody u need freedom to express whatever views and ideas u have in watever medium. just people gettin together on the internet, hows that bother anyone!!!!!????
     
  19. DrowningInTears

    DrowningInTears Well-Known Member

    political convention playing in teh other room , makin me sick. i h8 those people that control us. why is one person made a peonic slave, and one is given buttloads of money for sitting on their ass. it doesnt matter how hard u try u fail in this evil country if u are not one of the few. this society marked me for slavery and peonage and wants to rape away every right and freedom it is an evil disgusting place!!! i am the lowest subanimal piece of garbage in society constantly abused and spat upon. this degradation is it teh 'american dream' american nightmare horror despair and hopelessness!!!!!!!!!!!!
     
  20. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    George Bush's reign of terror is soon coming to an end. I'm hoping that Obama is going to be your next president, but I have a sinking feeling that the republicans are going to cheat their way into the whitehouse. Looks like mccain will be your next president and it will be 4 more years of the same. :(
     
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