I'm sorry, it's hard to provide details in a post like this, because I have a fear of being too specific. But, damn it, I hate it so much. I have been trying to find a new job since two months ago, and nobody has offered me anything. It's partially due to my location, and possibly because I was trying around the holidays, but still... damn. How can I not have anything by now? I feel like I'm sabotaging myself at my current job. I hate it so much, there are so many things I want to say but I'm avoiding saying them because I know nothing will change. It's like working on a sinking ship. I have no control, and I know that everything is being done wrong. I don't even want to go to sleep tonight, because I know that when I wake up, I'll have to go to that place.