I am 15 weeks pregnant, my cat died a week ago, and my boyfriend (my baby's father) decided that he just doesn't feel the same way anymore so he broke up with me. I am 33 and he is 40. I just don't understand any of this. I have been doing ok up until today pretty much. How I'm not sure. But today for some reason I just don't want to live anymore...I don't want to have to go on. I need help. PLease...someone, anyone... My last suicide attempt was well over a year ago. I haven't cut in a long time either. But the feelings are back. I know that I can't do anything to myself because of the baby. But that doesn't make the feelings go away. It doesn't even seem to help at this point. I don't know if it is just a delayed reaction to him breaking up with me or what.