I hate my life. i want to just do it and get it over with. i have had it with everything. no one gives a .... about me anyhow. why in the heck am i still here?? I called my brother to speak with him cause i need him right now and he just hangs up on me because he is mad at me. God i am so hurt. why does my life have to be this way?? Why does no one care? why do i even want them to??