I hate my life, I hate my self. Im 16, i have neva told ANYONE how I feel. I just cant, i hate it so much. I have neva had a girlfriend, and things dont look to bright for the future. I am the biggest pussy and it kills me inside. I have liked girls that liked me back, but to scared to do/say anything. This recently happened and the girl I liked started cutting herself again because she was over it, and thought I didnt like her. I have quite a big temper even though I have never gotten angry in public. I build it all up and constantly hurt myself and the amount of damage i have done to our house from my anger is gettin to much. I constantly stay home on the computer acting as someone im not to try and make me feel betta, but things just gettin outa hand. I live alone with my mum, shes barly home though I prefer to be alone. Because I guess thats the only time i let out my anger/feelings and kinda makes me feel betta. The only reason im still around today is because im to scared to do anything. I guess this is a good thing but im already dead inside =[ My friends dont even know me, my family dont know me and ive lost everything I once had. I know this is all everywhere, but I had to get it out.