I hate being fucking short. I'm only 5'4...its hard for me to do anything in life. I feel like I'm living handicapped and I also feel like I'm constantly being judged. I also think of myself as fat and ugly, whereas others disagree but I know they are just being nice to me. FUCK I wish I was just 3 inches taller...I hope these estrogen blocker pills will help me with that. Considering my life now, can death really be worse than life itself?