I can't take it anymore, i'm not worth anything, nobody would miss me, i want to die NOW! but i've promised myself i would give it some time before i do somthing stupid.. but its so hard, i want to die every minute, every secound.. Why can't my life just be normal? why do i have to feel this way? IM SICK OF IT! I'm not even sure why im posting this.. I always pretend im happy in real life, all my friends, family have no idea how im feeling.. I'm at my limit, i just want to be gone, i dont care about afterlife anymore.. and that was the only thing that held me back.. and here i am, ruining ur forum with my worthless posts.. i don't think i can take it much longer, even tho i promised a person here i would give it some time.. im sorry.. nothing is going to happen tonight so please dont worry about me.. i'm just so sick of life..