Well, this is my first time posting on this site. i dunno i guess id feel better if i just ramble. I feel pretty worthless right now. I took this exam earlier, and if I did well I'd be able to keep my spot in this college program that I'm in, but as it stands I did pretty poorly and the future's not looking too bright. It's not like I didn't put effort into it; I worked my butt off for the past few weeks for it. I could have gotten the same grade by partying every night instead of studying. I feel like grades are (edit: were) the only thing I've got left. I'm not popular, don't have a girlfriend, and now I'm just stupid. I have no skills, and what was supposed to be a bright future just became dim. I feel like I've got nothing else in this world; I'm completely useless. I have no purpose, there's no point in me being here. I'm just wasting space that could be used for someone else who deserves it more. Anyways, that's just the headspace I'm in right now. Thanks for reading.