I live with my aunt who is old and nags all the time. I have no money and there isn't much food in the kitchen. Anything that is hers is hers....anything that is mine apparently is also hers. I don't mind doing things for her, but she doesn't appreciate when she does need something from me. Worse, this whole family kind of makes me the scapegoat and it's really starting to take its toll as of late. I am trying so hard to find some way to have a steady income for the summer but it is so hard to find anything. I have no emotional support, I can't afford to talk to my therapist and I don't have the courage to take my life. It's just too much right now.