I hate my life

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by sadhart, May 3, 2012.

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  1. sadhart

    sadhart Well-Known Member

    I live with my aunt who is old and nags all the time. I have no money and there isn't much food in the kitchen. Anything that is hers is hers....anything that is mine apparently is also hers. I don't mind doing things for her, but she doesn't appreciate when she does need something from me. Worse, this whole family kind of makes me the scapegoat and it's really starting to take its toll as of late.

    I am trying so hard to find some way to have a steady income for the summer but it is so hard to find anything. I have no emotional support, I can't afford to talk to my therapist and I don't have the courage to take my life. It's just too much right now.
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Try to stay out of the house hun go for walks get out with friends try to stay away as much as you can from that environment ok I do hope you find a job soon so you can get out and be amongst people who will appreciate you hugs
     
  3. sadhart

    sadhart Well-Known Member

    I live in a small town and honestly, I get tired of walking around especially when I'm broke....I just like to have a purpose when I walk sometimes. And I really don't have any friends I can relate to that I can be around at the moment. I'm going to try to clean the bathroom...I don't expect her to notice but I just want to anyway. Hopefully later I'm going to apply for a job at this place close by, if it's not too late. Don't expect to get the job, but I just want to try at least.
     
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I hope she notices hun hugs to you
     
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