I really don't get it. My boyfriend says he loves me. Says he'll never leave me. Says i'm the greatest thing that has ever happened to him. I love him with all my heart. He's truly amazing. He helps me with my cutting and i help him with his drug addiction. I would say we're prefect for each other. I just don't get one thing. My mind has convinced me that once he graduates, he's going to dump me so he can find a collage chick. (He's a senior, i'm a junior) I was at the point of tears and reaching for the razor today. I talked to him about it and he said he would never do that because he could never find someone as amazing as me. I just don't understand why my mind does this to me. Once i feel happy and secure, It just fuckes everything up to where i want to break down. Am i the only one? Or does this happen to others? Is there any way to make it stop? Please give me some advice, i'm really confused and upset right now.