Okay I'm really really really pissed off now. I cant take any sh*t anymore. I just HATE my roomate. My roomate Kandi hates me as equally as I hate her. She's been discriminating, calling me "fag", animal, sh*t, dirt, sinner, homo, queer, sissy,ever since I came out to her about 4 months ago. She has repeatadely told me that I cant touch her stuff or she'll get the "gay" disease. I tried moving out, but the stupid dorm people havent contacted us yet. My other roomate April has tried to divide us and shes always in the middle. Constantly we fight and even though every :censored: time I still feel inferior. . I cant take it anymore. I cry almost every night and April has to hear the sh*t. Other times Kandi's been an animal going like "I heard there's like therapy for like ehmagod fags, you should sign up?" Plus with Kandi being a plain asshole my dating reputation is like gone. I havent dated in 4 months because in TX it's all conservative. My roomate April has tried to set me up but she couldnt find any boys. My only HOPE is fucking internet dating services but OH OH school and work has torn me apart. Without school I'd be probably on the streets begging for money. I just want to get my 4 years of college DONE. With my beautiful college, I've been constantly depressed and I dream about committing suicide almost everday. I want to escape my dorm, meet "tolerant" people who respect my sexual orientation, but no thats not going to happen. And that is my beautiful rant of the day.