Hey now... Stop it. You are not a bad person. You are a bloody lovely person! And I'll be damned if I'm going to sit around and watch you talk about yourself that way.
I have seen no evidence whatsoever of what a 'terrible person' you are. Today I will reply to your PM, and when you reply you can include all the appropriate evidence so that I will be better informed, okay? :tongue:
What happened when I originally wrote this post is sort of a long story...basically, I just overreacted to something small, as usual. But even though it was something small, it meant so much to me and I'm really really really upset with myself.
I really appreciate everyone's support and encouragement...you guys mean the world to me. :hug: :hug: :hug:
I too wish I wasn't so insecure. But I am... sometimes... and sometimes not. It depends on my internal weather.:blink:
I understand how you feel. When I make the slightest mistake or screw up anything, no matter how small, I hate myself like the plague. If only I could be as forgiving of myself as I am of others... sigh...:sad:
It's all too easy to blame things on ourselves and the slightest thing makes me hate myself, too. Just too delicate for our own good! Don't beat yourself up though hun, you are not a terrible person and you shouldn't hate yourself. How are you feeling now? :hug: