I hate myself

[Rwt]

I often feel like I am in an abusive relationship with myself. I abuse myself physically and emotionally and I can’t stop.

I don’t want to change either. I just wish I could disappear.

 

[Hopeiseverything]

I often feel like I am in an abusive relationship with myself. I abuse myself physically and emotionally and I can’t stop.

I don’t want to change either. I just wish I could disappear.

I feel your pain....wish I could help But I am In the same boat.

 

[may71]

Sorry that this is happening

I don’t want to change either

Why not?

 

[Dots]

I only liked this because I can relate. Sometimes it feels good to dwell in the pain. sometimes it's addictive.

 

[sinking_ship]

I'm sorry, I totally understand what that's like. You don't deserve that though.

 

[Champagne]

Give yourself some self compassion. 💜

 

[Charlie1907]

I can relate, its consumed so so much of my life, tired of being tired.
I look human today they said.

 

[Auri]

You need to include yourself in your compassion, you deserve it just like anyone else, you know? That's when you start being happy.
Sending hugs.

 

[KM76710]

Hello and good to see you have joined. I can understand the wishing to just disappear, I feel it often myself. Hopefully you will stick around and join with the folks here who are a great bunch.

 

[1964dodge]

I feel your pain....wish I could help But I am In the same boat.

 

[1964dodge]

I can relate, its consumed so so much of my life, tired of being tired.
I look human today they said.

welcome to SF @Charlie1907 we are a peer community that cares but never judges. please look at the forums and chat if you prefer real time. i understand it consuming part of your life, but things can get better....mike...

 

[Rwt]

Thank you all for reading. I appreciate it.