I had gone 11 days without cutting or any form of self harm. Today things just got out of control at home and I found myself cutting. I feel so alone and so small. I just wish there was one person I could open up to and not worry what they would think and not worry that they would run the other way. I am hurting so much right now and all I can think about it cutting myself again tonight. I just wish I could control it better and not fail everytime I try to not cut.