its a over used cliche I know. but its true. I have no useful skills, my intelligence is low, my body is fat and my mind is eeh whats the word, its fucked up. i have bad genes I guess, and my depression and what ever else is wrong with my mind I dunno but my mind is totally fucked up. If your lucky enough to have a good brain it will do most of the work for you, it will give you the energy to do things, give you the strength and discipline to be fit, give you courage to be socially active. Your inherent brain quality affects all those things, not completely of course but it contributes a lot. I have no life, no friends, no future, no role models nothing. i droped outa school. i'm doomed and im too much of a pussy to end my pathetic life. seeing all these degenerate people doing better than me makes me feel at that much worse. and i dont use that word to be condescending but the worlds so fucked up and those people are the oens keeping it this way and of course i am too thats why i hate myself.