I hate myself

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by SaidDave, Apr 11, 2010.

  1. SaidDave

    SaidDave Banned Member

    My shitty defective body. Sometimes I wonder if I will ever lose the will to live. I wake up depressed. I can't escape my body. I hate myself.
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Why do you hate yourself?
  3. SaidDave

    SaidDave Banned Member

    My acid reflux and the anxiety that goes along with it. Even of I didn't have this. my anxiety would still be around or some trivial bullshit that I know doesn't matter. Nothing fucking matters. My ocd that controls almost everything I do. I can't function like a normal human being should. I can't do simple yoga poses because my hip was dislocated. Sometimes my chest hurts because I lay down curled up. I have a shitty posture. I am always in a shitty mood. I can tell that my sanity is slowly cracking day by day.