I hate myself

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by SaidDave, Apr 11, 2010.

  1. SaidDave

    SaidDave Banned Member

    My shitty defective body. Sometimes I wonder if I will ever lose the will to live. I wake up depressed. I can't escape my body. I hate myself.
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry ADMIN

    Why do you hate yourself?
  3. SaidDave

    SaidDave Banned Member

    My acid reflux and the anxiety that goes along with it. Even of I didn't have this. my anxiety would still be around or some trivial bullshit that I know doesn't matter. Nothing fucking matters. My ocd that controls almost everything I do. I can't function like a normal human being should. I can't do simple yoga poses because my hip was dislocated. Sometimes my chest hurts because I lay down curled up. I have a shitty posture. I am always in a shitty mood. I can tell that my sanity is slowly cracking day by day.