I just got in a fight with someone I love. I said a lot of things I wish I hadn't. I'm sure it'll all blow over by tomorrow, but right now I feel like a shitty excuse for a human being. I want to withdraw and never speak to another person as long as I live, which will hopefully not be terribly long. I'm just horrible and worthless to everyone I know and love and care about. I'm going to bed now. I hope I don't wake up tomorrow, but I know I'm going to. And that's the greatest tragedy of all.