my life feels like a big ball of shit !!!! I keep asking my self what did I do to deserve this!!!! why, why me . WHY CANT I BE NORMAL. I HATE MY FRIENDS TO THEY ARENT EVEN MY FUCKING FRIENDS ,THEY ARE A FUCKING LIE , THEY ARE THE FUCKING DARKNESS IN MY LIFE THEY JUST DONT GET ME !!! NOBODY DOES ANYMORE! I only have one friend right now who knows everything about me , a real friend shes the only real friend I have, SHIT I dont even know if I can trust her to I dont even trust my self!!.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I FEEL LIKE KILLING MY SELF RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I FEEL LIKE KILLING MY SELF RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!