I hate myself!

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by dontwannabeme, Apr 20, 2011.

  1. dontwannabeme

    dontwannabeme Well-Known Member

    I hate me i hate my body i hate all i do!
    Even when i lost weight and im still saying too myself its fine.
    Even when i say too myself i shouldnt cut i still do!
    Even when i told my best friend after drinking i was suicidal and she cried but stood by me i still send her a msg i need time too think.
    What is wrong with me.
    Why cant i just be normal.
    Why cant my life be normal and i stop being a pathetic little asshole.
    I hate me!
    I wish i was never born
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I know i hate me too just something inside hurts and god i hate me I hope that you can get some therapy okay. To change that hate for you into some compassion We beat ourselves up to much i think we get enough of that from others so i hope you can try to turn those words around okay and say i care for me i do i care for me
    I don't hate you i understand your pain and i hope it decreases some by posting you can pm me anytime okay
  3. damage.case

    damage.case Well-Known Member

    Did you ever think that maybe you're normal and everybody else if fucked up?
  4. starryeyed

    starryeyed Well-Known Member

    I dont really know what to say but keep getting it out you will feel better
  5. dontwannabeme

    dontwannabeme Well-Known Member

    yes sorry for that post guys had a crisis night :(
    thnx too the guys/girls that replied :)