It sounds so stupid but I really do. In Feb this year I managed to get a partner of some sort. It was horried and didn't last long. Now they are with someone else. I'm not jealous at all; I really do not miss the person. What gets me down is the fact that even this third-rate idiot didn't spend much time mourning me; they are happily on the dating scene again. Apparently, getting involved with someone already. While me - I can't get over anything. I so understand those who just get a gun and start shooting randomly and finally kill themselves. I so understand it!