What can I say? I'M A LOSER! I'm in my early 50s. None of my employers liked me enough to keep me. I have not had a job in 5 years! No one will hire me! My wife doesn't desire me My daughter doesn't respect me. I don't drink. I go to church. I over eat and can't stop! WHY AM I SUCH A LOSER!!!!!???? NOTHING CHANGES! NOTHING!!! I PRAY! I TRY HARD! I ALWAYS END UP AS THE SAME SOFT WORTHLESS NOTHING THAT I ALWAYS HAVE BEEN!!!!!!