I hate not having any alcohol

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by sadhart, Apr 27, 2012.

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  1. sadhart

    sadhart Well-Known Member

    I don't have the courage to take my life, so I use alcohol to numb this pain, but I don't have any and I don't know the next time I will get some. it is so hard trying to get through the day and night because there are so many things that trigger painful memories. I try to keep busy and distracted but it's not always enough. Sorry for rambling, but I have been so overwhelmed with crap in my life lately.
     
  2. spidy

    spidy Well-Known Member

    Oh the reliance on alcohol.I m just getting through this myself i found it was my crutch but once sober i was up to shit again and like you when i couldnt get it i couldnt operate.I do still enjoy a drink yet ive seeked help so i dont have that reliance as i was finding it was bringing my depression on more.I still have to watch when and how much i drink as i get very hypo and alcohol increases this and then when a low hits makes it worse.Try wean yourself from this substance i know you think its your friend but is not good for your mental health or pocket.
     
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