I hate school!

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Pioneer, Apr 30, 2008.

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  1. Pioneer

    Pioneer Well-Known Member

    I fucking hate my school. I hate the administration and I hate its president, bloodsucking b****! Thanks to that piece of shit school I'm in an economic crisis. Thanks to that piece of shit school I've been in a crisis every school quarter. Here's whats wrong.

    Every quarter they posts our bills and when they're due, if they aren't paid then we get a late fee of about $200.00 that we have to pay extra. Where they got that number I don't know. Well I usually don't get it paid because scholarships suck at being on time and they fine me and the put up blocks. The blocks keep me from registering for classes next quarter and getting my transcripts. I still get them paid and I have enough loans and scholarships to have extra. That extra gets sent back to me as a refund check and I use that to pay my bills.

    Well the past few quarters they don't send my refund checks. They put in a block that keeps me from receiving a refund check which makes no fucking sense. :mad: I paid my bills so they are supposed to send me my refunds within 1 week and they block them. This quarter they owe me $5000.00 and were supposed to give me a check the first week of April. I called the and said WTF and they said that they'll send it. I get $2000.00 2 weeks later and I said WTF WTF. I called them up and they said that they put a block on my account again.:mad: I said, "Fuck you set up a direct deposit now cuz I'm tired of waiting on you to send me a fucking check and take off the fucking block!" I get direct deposit set up and 3 days later I get a deposit of $200.00. I called them and said WTF is wrong with you people?! Where is my fucking money!! They said that a block has been placed on my account again! I don't have any money and rent is due soon so I told them a week ago to send my fucking money and I'm still waiting.

    I fucking hate my college and i'm trying very hard not to go to that school and fucking XXX the administration.:mad: I'm seriously afraid I cannot pay my rent in time, its due tomorrow, my second paycheck from my work comes Friday at the most, I'm overdrawn in my bank account by like $200.00, and i've got no money for food and gas. I'm in a really really really bad and depressed mood and its all because of some fucktard at that school who thought it would be funny to fuck someones life up. It wouldn't be funny if another school shooting occurred in the Midwest! But I don't even have a gun, for now, and it isn't fair to kill innocent students who are probably going through the same shit I am.

    I'm not even at work now. I want to go but I don't have gas. I'm supposed to be at a conference but I need money for parking and I have 1/2 a tank left. Though they will not notice that I'm gone I feel guilty and I want to go. My future feels fucked up.:sad:
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  2. Pioneer

    Pioneer Well-Known Member

    You know what, fuck this shit. I'll have XXX by July. Its about time I got one. Most of my friends have one anyway and I understand why now.:mad:

    EDIT: OMG My mom called me asking to loan some money and I told her that I couldn't because of my stupid school. She then told me that the school told her that they made a direct deposit when they didn't. They mailed the check! I have to wait for it to come!! Ands its going to my mother's house!!! WTF?! I don't live with her! SHE'S IN A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT CITY!!!!! How the fuck am I supposed to pay for my fucking rent?!
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  3. ReGReT

    ReGReT Member

    Well, I'm not even going to attempt to relate to your situation. Instead, I will offer you someone to speak with about your problems and issues you might be having. I have personally had much difficulty during school. My best friend left during 2006 and ever since everything has gone absolutely shit for me. I threatened to XXX the school and gun down students indiscriminately. I idolise Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold, Including Cho, among other XXXXX. Nonetheless, I never managed to aquire a firearm. If I had of succeeded in obtaining one, I certaintly woulden't be here today; XXXXXXothers. It doesen't overly bother me anymore. My education is now officially fucked because no school or institution will accept me. I have literally absolutely nothing. I was incapacitated in a physch ward for 4 days, forced to down pills to cure my appart "Illness". Nonetheless, I got through that shit, and I'm still here today, regardless of how shit everything is and how much I fucking hate/despise Humanity. If you want to talk to anyone, feel free to get in touch.
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  4. man

    man Well-Known Member

    ending peoples life is serious shit, there are so many options in life don't just get stuck on one, why destroy yourself just because one of your plans doesnt work out. Plus mabye you could band together with other students who have a similar problem and take it to the administration legaly, if you went and killed them all everyone would just focouse on the fact that you were an insaine killer no one will care about why you did it, anyways I feel for you when the numbers just area adding up and it looks like you won't make it feels like its the end. Keep on going, even if it all falls apart its not like lives over there are pleanty of ways to survive without a college diploma, plus its not like you only get one shot at collage, good luck with it all, hope it all works out
  5. pastelmoon

    pastelmoon Active Member

    Your school does suck. Can you pawn anything? That would get you some money for gas.
  6. theleastofthese

    theleastofthese SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I find it very disturbing that this thread contains two overt threats of school shootings.:eek:hmy: Do you realize what you are saying? Please rethink your position and try to come to some solution other than threatening to kill innocent people because you've been screwed over by personnel in the fiscal department of some schools. Please. :sad:
  7. pit

    pit Well-Known Member

    Eric and Dylan rock!!! They knew how to solve problems. Cho ain't bad either. Now if only they gunned down the Bush administration, this dumbass country wouldn't be in this fucking mess.
  8. Pioneer

    Pioneer Well-Known Member

    OK ok I calmed down. I think I'm fine now. I still got a vendetta on my school's financial aid office. It takes alot to get me to hate something so much as I hate that school. :mad:
  9. ItThing

    ItThing Well-Known Member

    dude... those guys are dead... and they didn't change anything except make my school more paranoid so now we have swipe cards for entering school. Thank's alot for supporting their cause you sociopath :mad:.
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