Im sorry to take away from anyone else's post tonight (or day depending where you are at) but I need to say some stuff that is bothering me. I talked about in another post how my mother wounded me emotionally a few months ago. Well im afraid there may be a repeat this upcoming holiday. I don't know how im going to deal with it if it happens...I think I may just try to leave for the day and stay out for as long as i can. but the thing that really upsets me is how I most times have to hold that emotional pain in because there is no one to talk to about it. people like my dumbass mother thinks threatening to have me commited will make me stop hurting. it's just exhausts and disgusts me. sorry if this didn't make sense.