I was abused at 5,6,7,8-12,11,11,16 and 16 never by the same people. I hate them all they all told me it was my fualt I made them do itI was nuaghty and would get in trouble. I did get in trouble and belive it was my fualt. I constantly relive it in my mind through flashbacks. And still hear Amy I love you. The thing is I belive it is my fualt.