gah. no one to talk to. alone. no one missing me. i used to value my time alone, now i hate it. I dont want to be alone anymore. i want to come home to someone. i want to feel loved. alone time is overrated. the only people who benefit from it are people who are loved, who have people in their lives. only those of us who are truly alone know the pain. and know what it really means. i hate this lonely life.