Hey, When I am at school, teaching, I feel so good and it is the best job in the world. Other than that, life is a struggle. I think I will divorce : my husband keep puting everything on my back and refuse to see a therapist as I do. Enough is enough. I like to believe I deserve better. But before I started my therapy, he was such a loving husband. My psy told me it stiring up his own feelings and he has to work on those. But my husband keep saying his youth was so great, when it is not true. Well, just fed up.